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the life of a loser

Monday, September 20, 2004


Okay. So this is friends only now. Love ya but obviously not enough. haha.

Saturday, September 18, 2004


I got my info from College of Charleston that I requisted. I might go and visit over spring break. woot.

I'm being a loser and watching Singing in the rain.

Friday, September 17, 2004


I drink too much apple juice.

I haven't had a carbonated drink in a week. I'm proud.



Thursday, September 16, 2004



Wednesday, September 15, 2004


I'm starting to get sick. this sucks.


I just woke up from a three hour nap a few minutes ago... gahh.

I'm nervous yet excited about the weather. I'm very paranoid about weather. I am, however, really excited about the great picture opportunities. But, I may not pursue that... to scary..

Not really wanting it to be tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004


i have nothing to say but this:

one of the guys at college night told al and me that he knew MJ from the real world... that was all we got from that table. haha

Sunday, September 12, 2004

4:48PM - I should be doing physics, but...

if the pics dont come up, just right click and get the webpage from there... for some reason it wont work. i will put them on my gps webpage sometime.. not soon though.

Laur and I got camera happy Collapse )

Saturday, September 11, 2004


I... uh... hm.. grr damn it.

Wednesday, September 8, 2004


I need to be saved from myself.


I found out my part today. I am Betty Parris. I don't know how to describe the size of the part. I will be on stage the whole first act, mostly laying down and whimpering a lot. haha.

Trying to decide if I wanna go to the game Fri.

This sucks.

Monday, September 6, 2004


I think I've screwed myself over again. DAMN IT.


went shopping. bought clothes. the rest of sunday and monday sucked.

dont wanna do hw. dont wanna go to school.

anxious about the play.

bored out of my mind.

need to clean my room.

weird feelings about some things. dont know what to think.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004



Monday, August 30, 2004


Auditions were today. Woot. I'm anxious now.

I haven't been in the best mood lately.

Something really random happened today.

I'm sad.

Monday, August 23, 2004


I don't like having time on my own. It allows me the freedom to think about things that I don't necessarily wanna think about.

I worry too much.

I'm so tired right now.

I have a feeling this is going to be a long and lonely year yet again.

Current mood: sad

Sunday, August 22, 2004


I got a new pair of pants and a shirt today. They make me happy. I also got some magnets for my locker.

I found two more pictures that I'm going to put in my locker.

The exchange student I had talked about earlier is now going to GPS. I met her today. She is very nice. I won't even try to spell her name because I can't even pronounce it. She is only staying for three months.

I hate my hair right now. The way it has grown out looks so bad I think. I just blew it dry since we have pictures tomorrow. It just doesn't look right on me anymore. I'm trying to restrain myself from putting it behind my ears because that will make what is left to dry, dry in a crease. grrrrrrr. I hate hair! Why couldn't I have been born with straight hair.

Something I forgot to say yesterday. When I was at the choo choo, our waitress actually asked my age to make sure I wasn't 12 (or 10?) or under!! I don't know what is more embarrassing, her having to ask my age or me looking young enough to be 12. That really pisses me off. I don't think I look that young.

First day of school tomorrow... I'm not really looking forward to it now.

I only slept two hrs last night in hopes of being able to fall asleep faster tonight. I don't think it is going to work. But then again, I am pretty tired.

Saturday, August 21, 2004


I went out to eat with my mom and dad. We went to the Choo choo (NOT my choice). After dinner we walked around and I saw that they had a Old Time Photo! So Al and I are going to go down there some time and get some done!! YAY! We went into the game room that is down there and my dad and I played air hockey. The puck hit my finger and now it is all swollen and icky. It hurts so I have some ice on it right now. After we got home, my dad took me driving for about an hour. I had a really hard time backing out because there is a party going on at one of my neighbors houses and there are cars everywhere. My mom saw me backing out all funny like and now I bet she doesn't ever wanna ride with me. I'm not a bad driver, I just space out a lot.

Tonight I'm pulling an all nighter so I can go to sleep tomorrow night. Feel free to call me at any time of the night. (314-3750)

Thursday, August 19, 2004


I have over $22 in change. I don't know what I should do with it.

Maybe Nightfall tomorrow.

I'm bored.

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